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cassaclyzmScrewed up weekend time!
Got to get up and go to school tomorrow, and probably won't have the project I've been meaning to finish ready, either. Gah. Damn me and my procrastination. I think the fact that I have little to no idea what I'm going to write isn't helping, really. That, and this professor is strangely... vague when it comes to his assignments. Which is kinda creepy.
Also need to work out tomorrow. I'm contracted into doing it because one of my co-workers will be there. Tomorrow is also THE day I at least physically start to get my shit in gear. Twelve weeks. I'm damn well going to do this.
Sometimes I get the feeling I'm too mellow. It feels like everybody around me at work are little balls of bitterness. Yes, sometimes customers who call in are pretty stupid. Like the drunk guy who called in eight times, even though we kept giving him the number for and transferring him to the correct department. But the way some people talk about the technicians and the things they ask for... Sometimes it's justified, but sometimes I'm thinking "Sheesh... If I was in his situation, I'd probably be doing the same thing."
It's sorta putting me on edge. I feel like I'm a confidante, being talked to about people behind their backs. So do they do the same thing about me when I'm not there? What do you have to do to be the ridicule of everybody who doesn't have to worry about you being in the same room? Or am I just too naive?
... Eh, maybe a bit, but I think the word is closer to "reasonable" *laughs* Or maybe "mellow". Yeah. I like that word. It's a nice, smooth word. "Mellow." That word is Savage.
All right, Cassie's done rambling for the night.
Got to get up and go to school tomorrow, and probably won't have the project I've been meaning to finish ready, either. Gah. Damn me and my procrastination. I think the fact that I have little to no idea what I'm going to write isn't helping, really. That, and this professor is strangely... vague when it comes to his assignments. Which is kinda creepy.
Also need to work out tomorrow. I'm contracted into doing it because one of my co-workers will be there. Tomorrow is also THE day I at least physically start to get my shit in gear. Twelve weeks. I'm damn well going to do this.
Sometimes I get the feeling I'm too mellow. It feels like everybody around me at work are little balls of bitterness. Yes, sometimes customers who call in are pretty stupid. Like the drunk guy who called in eight times, even though we kept giving him the number for and transferring him to the correct department. But the way some people talk about the technicians and the things they ask for... Sometimes it's justified, but sometimes I'm thinking "Sheesh... If I was in his situation, I'd probably be doing the same thing."
It's sorta putting me on edge. I feel like I'm a confidante, being talked to about people behind their backs. So do they do the same thing about me when I'm not there? What do you have to do to be the ridicule of everybody who doesn't have to worry about you being in the same room? Or am I just too naive?
... Eh, maybe a bit, but I think the word is closer to "reasonable" *laughs* Or maybe "mellow". Yeah. I like that word. It's a nice, smooth word. "Mellow." That word is Savage.
All right, Cassie's done rambling for the night.
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Date: 2003-02-09 09:03 pm (UTC)Jason
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Date: 2003-02-09 09:48 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-02-11 01:13 pm (UTC)The real time to worry - I find - is when people stop talking to you about others behind their backs, that's when you are most likely the topic of their conversations.
Meh - what's it matter anyway, if they're talking to you about others your part of the 'gang' if not then you are the centre of attention (for good or bad) - I say gotta love that spotlight